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I've moved to the land of physics
There's a boy a little boy
Shooting arrows in the blue
And has aimed them at someone
And the question is at who
Thursday, April 30, 2009
#43 To infinity and beyond! ♥
I went to school today. Yes. And that's when people start going:"OH-MY-FUCKING-GOD DAAAARIAN OMGZZZ OMGZZZ" -Drama- "LULZZZZZ HAHAHAHA Your hair enhances the size of your nose!" Whuuuuut? I didn't think it was thaaaaaat bad lah! ): Oh well, today despite being so tired. I actually felt a rush to like mug! Next week would be all the exams all the way til the end. I have to work hard! It's not anyone's exams or chance in DSA. It's my own! Just push maaan! Push all the way til MT 'O's then I can have a slight breather.
I really wonder how's the section gonna do after the exam break. I worried for them. Since a big performance is coming up. It's not so cheap speech day thing at the hall but it's like the 10th year aniversary performance. Haiyah, it's worrying when they do even worrying things.
Anyway to sum things up, for myself.. Darian! Push! You once had it, it will only come back to you when you work just as hard previously! Jia You! My chinese sucks, my aims are high but my potential is low, but no matter how many people laugh at me, I must preserve! Press on, with hope, faith and spirit! To infinity and beyond!
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
#42 Kelly Tang ♥
Today, was my MYE english paper. For my paper one, I couldn't be more satisfied. I felt really good about my essay. Hahah it was about Kelly Tang and his father. Duh! Of course I don't know anything about Kelly Tang and his father! It was all made up. Situational writting, it wasn't my best. But I'm sure it was a strike. The question was one I did two times and had about five model essays on it. So woohoo!
Paper two is just another one of those english papers which you believe is of average difficulty but when the results come out, they normally astonish you. Sometimes in a good way and mostly in a bad way. You just don't know what happens. But I'm keeping my fingers cross. I defintely want a ONE in english this time. I failed to get it last EOY by one mark! Please, please, please!
Kelly Tang! Thanks for the last minute inspiration during my examination! I luuurbeaszszz you! LULZ, kidding. With all due respect Dr. Tang!
Sunday, April 26, 2009
#41 Inspiration in many forms ♥
Let's see. This weekends ought to be a bore until somewhere in between of saturday, May En texted me! We ended up texting all the way til night, or rather the next morning by 40 plus minutes. I really didn't expect that since we weren't talking for quite some time. We were only talking about after 'O's. It was the only topic we were truely intrested in. But man, three more days to first paper. I still feel I don't have the speed like last year.
My english essays are getting better. Sometimes summary's pretty good. But my comprehension still sucking lei! Hais, I guess my strategy would be to just do awesome for paper 1, then summary just really try try try to rephrase the entire shit. Then just leave my comprehension alone. Really impossible to work on. Chinese on the other hand is suprizing as I find my comprehension getting cooler! Hahah, so chinese really can practice? Yes!
My chemistry, geography and social science, I'm confident.. with the sec 3 topics. Physics, I'm just really thinking how I'm gonna get thru it. Hopefully, lessons from Gladys would help? Art, aiyah. Bullshit lo. Last time when Ms Nana is around I can get A*, Ms Phand and Ms Lai took over became B3. I wonder what that Isham is gonna give me, he's not very fond of me. Neither I'm, for him tho.
I don't know what is in for me this MYEs, but for I know I only have what I aquired from sec 3. It's my only asset. I have nothing I'm confident with in sec 4. This will cost me much, esp in physics where Mr Junus always set the most related to the recent chapters papers. So I'm pretty worries. Haiyah. Dear God, let me pull through this time, on account on last year.
P.S./ Rahrrrrrrrr! I wanna play my horn! ):< I want to go to the field and BAAAAAAM!
Saturday, April 18, 2009
#39 Run, run, run! ♥
Eight days to the mid-year examinations and five weeks to the MT 'O' levels. I guess this is the part where I start studying. So I guess I will see you in 6 weeks, I will be back! Or maybe I will just come back if I have like thirty minutes to spare. I heard so much from both seniors and juniors of the band. It's head-desk-ful. I guess I will just watch how things turn out to be. Cos' afterall the best way to learn is to do it yourself. I won't be like the others. Ahhh, I guess I'm off. People in my class are dropping art and it's making me upset. :l Gah, anyways, bye! Just gotta run away from prejudice and pessimist. They are annoying.
Thursday, April 16, 2009
#38 Take my shoes off, throw up! ♥
I'm so tired. People should stop talking because it's not like I can't hear. I understand you are going by the law of "talking being someone's back". However, if you are talking so loud, what's the point? LULZ. Seriously? Hanging with Aaron and Marissa was liberating. We did this today:
We made it like Aaron first, Marissa mid-range and me, bass. It's something I really learnt to enjoy. I can't believe how I complained about it when I was in sec 2. But playing with them is just something I enjoy. School is just hectic right now and I'm tired. I'm not used to it. This life I'm living now and it's not even me.
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
#37 Days move so slowly. ♥
God, this week, the days are like so f slow! It's only tuesday, I'm already doing the late coming thing. Every hour in school is like doing worksheets, learning new concept, go through answers. There's nothing slacky about lessons man. Everytime I go home it's so exhausting, I sleep. And there's so much homework! God! I want my computer to be fixed! I want to photoshop!
P.S./ P.O.P is coming, god! Heroic Saga please please!
Sunday, April 12, 2009
#36 Already ♥
I guess I'm blogging when I'm really free, bored and actually deserving of blogging. I find myself actually deserving of blogging now.. well, weekend+sick-days homework is 5/6th done! Hey, that's alot! I guess I will just whine infront of my teachers tomorrow about the 1/6th undone. (HEHEHE.) Ahhh..
Obvious, I have recently just stepped down from band. Man, this feeling is bad! I know I will be feeling awful without the noise from the band and the crazy cute section. :l I know I have to study after my step-down alr. I know I will miss my horn so badly. Gah! But I know I will have so much more time to myself. So it's a really bittersweet feeling. Well afterall, this four years have been bittersweet.
Sec 1 was awful, I don't considered myself a band maniac yet. Giovialita was cool, magical and still cool. But it was like just cool. I was like the worst between Marissa, Aaron and Weiyong. I was like the one who changed four sections the first day. It was really bad.. I can sort of say I worked hard for Giovialita. But I wasn't like aweeeeeesome on Giovialita.
Sec 2 was like a roller coaster ride. Beginning I didn't really cared one bit. Then Deana from St. Hilda's came to hear us. Then I really felt really intimidated and stress. I worked hard since then.. like really really reeeeeeally hard.. I guess inspiration and motivation comes from unexpected sources. Hais really blood and sweat was put into SYF'07. Silver.. I guess that's what. But SYF'07 was really all my effort lah.
Then comes stepping down of Sze Chea and Shyryn. When that happened, I then realised how much Shy was an impact to me. Like she really stresses me up and make me strive. I didn't know that til she stood down. Then came lots of problems in the section. Then solved.. then Genting. Which was like really ahh... good times..
Sec 3 comes SIBF. That's when I exceeded my limits once again. The previous time was SYF'07, then it was SIBF. I was really proud of how I was in SIBF cos' I thought I sounded pretty cool. Those awesome low notes. Yo! It was me, man! Despite the award, I was like really happy. I didn't practice as much as '07 but I guess I did alot of practicing in my mind, which actually really DOES WORK!
End of sec 3 comes Perth! Yeah, good times.. I think.. Learnt alot there.. But it was also the start of my "explosive" sound. zz. A.k.a blasting? But I was proud, improved there too. Then comes sec 4. Practice alot maan! Like everyday for SYF? Overcomed my blasting, learnt to control. Esp, with all that friday help from Mr Ng. Then came a fever.. then all that hardwork, poof! Sounded like how I sounded like in Perth, which is so wasted. Four friggin' months of hard work. Haiyaaaaaaah!
Silver, sort of upset. But this time I knew I worked hard and I'm gonna move on. This time really reminds me and makes me understand the classic quote of "It's not the end product that matters, it's the process." Cos' my end product was daaaamn shitty, but I really realised the process was pretty overwhelming and cool. ! [:
I just really hope IF I get into JC, I will kick ass. I love the french horn. As much as I hate the fact how the way I'm borned is not suitable for the horn, I'm like attracted to it. LULZ. I just really love it. So many times I told myself I'm gonna change my instrument, I keep ending up with how much I grown from sec 1 to sec 4 (not height and looks lah) in sound and such.. It just makes me think..
Gah, school day tomorrow. First day w/o band. How would it feels? I'll see if I have time to tell you about it..