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I've moved to the land of physics
There's a boy a little boy
Shooting arrows in the blue
And has aimed them at someone
And the question is at who
Sunday, September 28, 2008
#10 Teenage angst (Rageee!) ♥
I miss listening to white girls singing like Lindsay and Miley. Roflmao. Right now I'm all about bands. Yuk! Ok, random. I'm just really fucked up with my revision. So many attempts to get it right with SS still fails. Tomorrow is my SS paper already. Doubt I will be sleeping tonight. Damn! I hate this lah. I wish I had a time machine, or rather I could start all over from the start of this term. Gah, tomorrow I suppose I will be studying the chinese dictionary? Gah, w/e. I will win the war!
Saturday, September 27, 2008
#9 I'm a boy aneroxic. ♥
One day I was surfing thru Youtube in midst of my revision and I happened to see this documentary on the BBC about boys with anorexia. It's scary when I see people of my age or younger struggling with eating disorders. Normally they are all girls but no matter what the gender is. It strikes a hard note. Look it up on Youtube, five parts. Pretty worth the watch.
Friday, September 19, 2008
#8 I came here to make you dance tonight! ♥
It took me awhile to realise that I'm on the verge on getting retained this year. I'm not deproving, rather deproving. Sheeesh. Everyone else is working so hard siah, I'm just moderate school days, yaw. Man luckily still got 1 more week. I really have to prove myself already. I gotta make it work. No more watching ANTM and project runway on thursday! It's making me waking up late on friday! I need friday! My chemistry, physics and e math is all there!
Yo momma, that's my batik painting yo! It was much nicer at first lo, I'm not bragging lah, it's so much nicer at first til the batik woman bo liao come here kuku lala my batik. _l_ her! Oh well, dosen't matter, I "sort of" saved it lah. Darn, going to do math questions now, goodbye! And I came here to make you dance tonight..
Edit./ I just googled myself and I just found myself as a alumni of Chua Chu Kang Secondary. Wtheck? Hahahah, man. I was expecting myself to be like America's next top model or something like that. Heh.
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
#7 Nobody really knew what to do. ♥
God, the days just get even more worse. I'm pretty much provoking every single boiling point I can hit now and I really don't intend to do so, it just happens. Let's see now, I finally finished my paper one for art few days before. It was a total crash, I normally excel in that, but I screwed it up. Hah!
And I'm starting to create a bad impression for myself in math. But I seriously didn't mean it lah. I'm pretty frustrated too lah. I was answering the teacher on how to do this math question that the whole class didn't know. I knew my answer was correct, my steps were precise and damn the teacher just gotta say I screwed up my steps. Then she went on to scold me then the class and further on praise a dumb idoit who I think deserve nothing cos' he ain't fucking know how to do a simple question.
As the class carried, I sort of gave the teacher a bad attitude. Alright, my fault maybe. But she don't have to come straight at me and say if I went to Normal Acadamic she would be the first one to laugh. That's when I'm really mad when I almost went "Fuck you!". But thank god I didn't. I wouldn't want to get myself into deep shit with any disiplinary teachers.
The day just sucked lah. I had to sit with this guy with his breath smelling like cigarettes? I didn't liked that. And people are like expecting so much from me? Seriously, just shut up lah. I think I'm at a state of my own "nirvana" in just afew more steps. Don't push any further, what more the wrong side.
Went home, the shower mmade me feel better somehow, made me feel clean and silver. =.= I was suppose to study for physics and do my math papers, but I went on to play Audition which I thought was totally worthed it. I have no intrest in putting any effort today. Let's leave it as that. Tomorrow, I'm gonna have batik classes again. Let's hope I don't end up splashing wax into some idoit's faces. That would be too amusing.
Monday, September 15, 2008
#6 Holler at ya boy! ♥
I realised, I should really stop freaking because of some pass acompliments I didn't achieve. It kinda sucks cos' I work so hard but things to don't work, they just don't happen. Is this secondary school life? If so I can't wait to graduate, go to junior college, finish my NS, get a degree and start work. I swear to god, I will have lots of fun with my work! But damn, I got another about 7 years more of education to go thru.
P.S./ Honestly, Darian, how could you be so dumb? What were you thinking?
Sunday, September 14, 2008
#5 Tell your boyfriend. ♥
Why the heck is Darian, the space pirate up so late? Well I'm rushing prep-work. I'm 50% there already, if I dare to say so. I spend like 300 hours on an observational drawing and having so many second thoughts on re-doing everything in a different approach. Damn! I hate this, I'm so tempted to watch dramas, play games or whatever else. But even if I don't have prep-work I still gotta revise and such. I hate the whole end-of-year feeling. I don't like it at all. Just get done with it Darian, you will be having better days. New song addiction! (Don't Trust Me - 3OH!3) Wierd band name, I know.
"Tell your boyfriend (boyfriend), if he says he's got beef, That I'm a vegetarian, and I ain't fucking scared of him. "
Wierd lyrics too, which are the bomb. I'm starting to get into the genre of music(Alternative), but I can't dance. Hahahah! The song is about being a man whore. Hahah, I'm wierd, I know! Right now, I'm hungry, tired and not doing work. I'm gonna eat. I hope I get fat tho. I have been eating excessively. Lots of mooncakes, tub of ice-cream and 4 to 5 meals a day. People have eating disorders, I'm kinda afraid I have disorder eating. Oh well, I just want to get to healthy weight. :l
Friday, September 12, 2008
#4 Didn't momma said never to play with fire? ♥
Let's talk about thursday. Hella fun! School was pretty dumb until the fire alarm sounded and my chemistry teacher was pretty much like, "Yo momma! Lax yo, aint fire" or something even more dumb. Then when a annoucement said the fire was real, she was became the "Oh my god! Fire! To the field a.s.a.p!" dumb woman. Hahah! At the field, I used most of the time crapping.
And for your info, if you not figured yet. Yes it's a real fire. It occured in the A.V.A room because of over heating or something like that. When the fire truck came, it was uber excitting. I was so keen on taking a photo of the fire truck or even getting some dumb people to pose with it. But bam! It's gone before reccess. Darn! Later during physics, Mr Junus was like "I'm so big cos' I sounded the alarm and extinguished the fire babybeh!". That's when I turned to my partner and rolled my eyes. W/e!
After school, I had my batik course. It was awesome lah! Did an orchid. But I screwed up at first. So there's this corner of the batik where it's super ugly. Hah! But it was really fun. But my hands smelled like wax for a few hours. I decided to go band afterwards after seeing Aaron and Liyana messaged me. Did Jocuri Poporale Romanesti during combine. Me and Liyana was like doing stupid expressions during our rests and counting our rests like super loud. Hah!
I didn't go to school today again because I woke up at 10am or something like that. It's gonna kill me cos' I have 3 Math periods and both sciences too! I really need to do alot of self study. It's 13 more days to the E.O.Ys. But definitly not that much time to revise minus the time for dumb weddings and such. Argh! D:
Actually, it's my fault too. I did some math but then went and watch my Project Runway and read some editorials. Singapore teenagers are far more interested in Far East Plaza or Bugis Fashion. But I'm only intrested in high fashion. Oh well, I can never pay for them. At least for now. When I can finally can pay for them, I would be too old to wear them. Hah! I want new Prada glasses and that Burberry jacket. ):
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
#3 Happy 16th Birthday, Hyekel. ♥
Definitly, one of the most tiring weeks for me. It's only wednesday and I'm actually totally drainned already. I have been staying back everytime for remedial and all that. It's super annoying. Tomorrow, I will have to stay back to learn how to do Batik Painting. Argh, super tired lah. Ever since the start of this term arh, wah really teenage angst lah! So angry with everything! ): Don't think I will be going band tomorrow since we have the Batik thingum til 5pm.
Also a good thing so I will stop hating for awhile. My chemistry teacher told us we screwed up our science pratical. I hope not me tho. Better be the rest of my classmates lah! :P I'm really panic-ky about E.O.Y right now lah. My math, sciences and humanities have so much to revise for. Ah oh well, just presevere I suppose? Just get done with it and I will breathe! Prep-work is in the process, at least I won't throw away my 50% for art just like that.
On a lighter note, Huai Qing is complaining about not having a english name during chinese lesson. Then he started talking about getting one and maybe "Charles" could be it. Then I told him if he want to be called "Charles", I would just call him "Chuck" cos' I have no intrest in curling up my tounge for the "-rles" everytime I call him. Then I somehow ended up calling him "Harry Jane" or something like that. Super lame. Oh well, study.
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
#2 You blew up the lab bastard! ♥
So we had our science praticals today. Chemistry one was really fun to do. However, those dumb people in class don't know how to do keep blowing things up or something like that. It was pretty annoying lah. Physics one was damn lame, we did refration. So we have to draw out the thing on plain paper right? Walaueh, then need to repeat steps for different degrees right? The paper say for every degree, new piece of paper. Wah siao I draw the diagram until cry lah.
So I went home, which I'm at now and just watched my Gossip Girl. Budden I'm seriously disliking the second season. It could be a good thing too. Can concentrade on studying. Today I think I totally wasted lah. I really need to buck up and start revising! It's pretty hard til our art teacher actually done something for us. I'm pretty touched lah, somehow. Told myself must really do my prep-work liao, don't make her angry.
Hahahah, so yah lor, the exciting life of Darian. Exciting huh? I'm pretty happy that I could sustain the blog for two neat posts! :D I hope this dosent end up like my previous previous (BackstageRomance.blogspot.com). Like about 14 neat posts then I got frustrated and anyhow post then closed it down. Heh! So think later I will do some math, physics and of course finish up half of prep-work at least. Wish me luck!
Edit./ I have to do this quiz right now. Seems fun lah, courtesy of Caroline Tan Kai Ting(???). Seems like fun, so let's have a go yeah!
#1. Where would you go if someone sponsors you an air ticket? > Paris or London definitly!
#2. What's your favourite thing to do? > Hahah, being stupid. Honestly yeah, I enjoy being stupid.
#3. Do you think money can buy happiness? > Money can make one happy, but it won't buy happiness 100%.
#4. If you were given a chance to receive something, what would it be? > Hmm, the gift of musicality? Hahahah, I lack of that. ):
#5. Things/People you can't live without? > My family, my friends, my educators, my french horn and of course food. Hahahah I love food! But anyway, who dosen't? :P
#6. What are you afraid to lose? > What that makes me less of who I'm.
#7. If you win $1 million dollars, what would you do? > Oh that's simple lah! Settle the 700$ needed to go to Perth, put 500k into the bank. 250k for my parents to make decisions for me. 20k for my future education. 10k for a french horn. What ever that's left will be maybe dinner at a posh resturant or maybe travel to China with parent cos' they really wanna go China. Hahah!
#8. What do you dream of doing in the future? > I don't really know leh. The music industry seems really cool, but I doubt I could handle it. The advertising industry seems cool, but hard to survive too. The journalism track seems cool too. I don't really know. I also want to do something that's related to art. Hahah, I don't know lah.
#9. List down 3 good points about the person who gave you this survey. > She's clever, super good in terms of music and a happy person! (P.s. A carrot too! Crunchy and orange!)
#10. What makes you happy? > People, things and food. Hahah!
#11. What type of person do you hate the most? > People who make me upset. ):
#12. If you have a superpower, what would it be? > Hmm, to hear thoughts or maybe some "Pew-pew!" powers too! xD
#13. Would you go for happiness or money? > I think happiness. But one day if I'm super broke then I might choose money. Muhahah!
#14. Who do you think are the most important people in your life? > Those who affects me in my life! Without them, I wouldn't be happy, angry, and sad.
#15. If you have a stead, would you die for them? > Hahah, I'm still a small boy, death? Hahah, wait til I mature more to decide lah.
#16. Who's the last person who hugged you? > Hahah, I don't really remember?
#17. What is the one thing you want to do badly right now? > Finish this quiz with good answers and star on prep-work! :O
#18. Who are you close to? > Fellow space pirates! Naw, what do you expect as an answer anyway dude?
#19. Are you courageous enough to the person that you like? > Nah, I'm not courageous at all.
#20. If you could do something all over again what would it be? > Redo my studies from primary one, rearrange my feelings and relations with people and that should make me a better person.
7 Things I like the most : > Colours. > Friends. > The world outside of here. > Music. > Family. > Being stupid. > People.
7 Important things in my room : > Bed. > Computer. > Fan. > Handphone. > Table and chair. (Hahah seriously, I ran out of things to say.) > Money! :O > Those memorial thingums lah.
7 Random facts about me : > I have a green toothbrush. > I have curly hair. (Whuut?) > I am actually 120cm. > I am actually 14. (Dammit!) > I like twilight books. > I dislike imeem alot. > I know that I'm annoying.
7 Things I plan to do before I die : > To travel the world. > To apologize to everyone I did wrong to. > To do all the thrill seeking stuff. > To eat. (Hahahah, yah lah!) > To host a reality show my own. (Hahah, it really want to host like maybe "The amazing race" or maybe "America's next top model" or or maybe "Don't forget the lyrics" or something like that leh!) > To take part in a reality show myself. > To finish this quiz. :l
7 Things I always say : > We're patient, we wait, uhuh, yeah! > Yeah right. > Aiyh, I don't know lah, I talk so much always!
7 People to do this questionaire : > Danial(?) - Caroline called him to do alreay. ): > Gladys. > Michelle. > Sarah. > Honestly, anyone who wants to do lah.
Alright man, I finished it! :D
Monday, September 8, 2008
#1 Mission has finally ended ♥
I'm pretty proud that I had finally opened up this blog shit from so many times I said I'm gonna open up a blog lah. I realised my history isn't really very impressive at all lah. From blogger to various blogger to livejournal and back to blogger and back to livejournal then a failed attempt in xanga and now I'm back in blogger. I kinda like this whole !Space Hero Jitter idea. I mean I had always wanted to be a space pirate! :D
School just sucked lah, I really had the fact I have to study like mad lah. I don't have time to breathe lah. Nevermind I told myself, just make it after E.O.Y, I will breathe! Nothing right now appeals to me. School work, pretty obvious lah. Band, it just confuses me so much lah. ): I don't know what I should really put in to band now lah. It's so frustration. But of course, don't think so much I will be fine? Art prep-work tomorrow, not even near finish. I guess I will be gone now. I will try very hard to keep this alive, I promise! ;)