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I've moved to the land of physics
There's a boy a little boy
Shooting arrows in the blue
And has aimed them at someone
And the question is at who
Saturday, March 7, 2009
#31 Make it work! ♥
Life is really unbearable recently. These few days really reminded me again how shit my secondary school life has been. Today was the music exchange with the few rock solid gold bands. It's really intimidating listening to them. They were too strong. I screwed up my overture AND Jocuri Poporale Romanesti. Yeah very unlikely for me to screw both of them together. Very clever Darian! My overture was not solid at all, it was so shaky. I was nervous I guess I trembled so much. The trembling actually did made rehersal figure G of overture actually pretty cool. But the rest was really sucky.
My Jocuri Poporale Romanesti was so shaky and rushy! I kept rushing and rushing til I was everywhere! So scary til I cant tongue making me slow down like wtheck in my fifth movement. I don't know I have so much to practice. The section is not improving. I realised how much I should stop trying so hard to make it work for them.
I really just need to depend on myself. I know my notes and rhythm and such alr. Now just work hard on maintaining composure and and the tempo part. And try to achieve volume without blasting. This is something I have to work very very very hard on. I have to achieve volume to fill the whole SCH yet not blasty. Sounds ambitious, but I'm going to try. If the section's not giving me anything, I have to take it up. Work hard Darian, have awesome horn skills so that DSA would work. Have awesome results so it will shut people up. Graduate from that cursed place fasteeeer!
